Glenn's Army - Battle Hymn

Thinkng too much today...
Yeah thinking 'bout yesterday.
All the things I tried to say,
Things that make you run away.
And there's something wrong with me,
So no one takes me seriously...
But I guess that's the way it's gotta be when you live vicariously.

And I'm not doing much these days.
And I'm too old to change my ways.
It'd be great to start again, but I don't think I can.
Lost the battle,
I miss the war,
Don't even know what I was fighting for.
But if I could start anew, I would definitely go and get with you.
So here's a song, just in case I never get to see your face again.
This is hard to say so I guess I won't say it today.

When I was alone with you
I never knew what to do.
But now I'm away from you
And I know everything that you said wasn't true.
But that's okay with me,
Just another thing I failed to see.
I don't think when I'm under a tree.
I didn't know what I wanted to be.

Am I slow or am I lazy? (Slow or am I lazy???)
Am I dumb or am I crazy?